So today i have got home from being away for a few days and am dreading stepping back onto the scales i have a fear the numbers will keep rising and rising and i wont be able to stop them :'( I'm yet to weigh myself as ive eaten today so i'l weigh myself tomorrow morning when i am empty and hopefully not sit in the bathroom for two hours crying at what a fat mess i am......oh i hope i havent gained too much oh god im dreading it.
il let you know how i get on
take care and stay strong
xxx
Weight Tracker
Wednesday, 27 April 2011
Friday, 15 April 2011
im so shit!
I'm crap at keeping up to date on blogging. by the time i go to update i am too tired to type or the otherhalf is sitting next to me...bad idea as he has no idea.
anyway today i am 143.8lbs...the same as last friday. i was going to try to stick to a strict diet this week but that failed miserably but at least i didnt put weight on i suppose. i still need to be 135 asap...if im 135 soon then i wont feel SO FAT!!!! i will stil be fat but i would also be lighter if that makes sense!?
im going away in a weeks time so i want to try and be as slim as possible because i want to take a few photos of places and if i am in them i want to look a bit better than i do now.
stay strong ladies
much love
xx
anyway today i am 143.8lbs...the same as last friday. i was going to try to stick to a strict diet this week but that failed miserably but at least i didnt put weight on i suppose. i still need to be 135 asap...if im 135 soon then i wont feel SO FAT!!!! i will stil be fat but i would also be lighter if that makes sense!?
im going away in a weeks time so i want to try and be as slim as possible because i want to take a few photos of places and if i am in them i want to look a bit better than i do now.
stay strong ladies
much love
xx
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