107.8

I'm getting there :) only 7 pounds to go and im so happy! I have now lost just over four stone and it's weird looking at old pictures of me. I am slowly liking myself better and the body im now in but still have issues but doesn't everybody? However I feel I am nearly there and it makes me smile to see I fit into stuff I never did before or even thought I ever would! Anyway it's only a quick post just to keep you updated :) hope you are all staying strong and reaching your goals
Much love
Stay strong
Justthebeginning xx

111.8 :o

Hey :)
So I know I haven't posted in a while but because I got to 115 I haven't paid much attention to my weight or what I've been eating (I thought it's going to take a while to save for my tattoo so as long as I didn't gain to much I could lose it easy) but anyway for some reason yesterday I thought I would weigh myself to see the damage but I had lost weight and am baffled as to how!? I've eaten take outs, drunk alot, pigged on rubbish, had meals out and really not cared too much so I'm confused as to how :/
I brought a pair of jeans too that were a 24" waist but they are a little loose but now I'm thinking that even being 111.8 I'm still a heffa and I'm hating it. What if I lose the rest and still am not happy what happens then? I don't want to spiral into a bad place and I'm worried maybe I might if my outlook on myself doesn't change
Anyway il leave it there and hope you are all doing well
Much love
Justthebeginning

115lbs :D

hey after avoiding the scales for a fair few weeks i decided i had to face the fact that i had probably put on weight. so yesterday i faced them and was shocked by what i saw.....i was 115. so i got off and stepped back onto them and the number stayed the same. i was so happy the only downside is i dont have the money for my next tattoo at the moment so im guna have to hold off and wait until i have :( not good lol
but yeah the weight is definitely more important than the tattoo and it just means that when i get it it will look even better :)
anyhow hope u are all ok and doing well
much love
Justthebeginning xxx

117.6

so ladies this is only a quicky post just to let you all know i am now 117.6 lbs :) im FINALLY under 120 and sooo happy :) hope you are all keeping well and losing the weight.
Stay strong ladies
Much Love
Justthebeginning
xxx

123.0

hey ladies,
ok i hate to admit it but this whole weightloss thing is going to slow, really i shouldnt moan because i havent been really trying to be good and lose the weight ive just been very lucky but i just try and keep positive and think im over half way from when i started :) 41.4lbs lost only 23lbs more to go....thats unless it makes me look really ill because then people questions things and you draw more unwanted attention to yourself but well il see how it goes and as to when i feel i am happy enough with how skinny i want to be.
by the way ladies im sorry if not much of this makes any sense! its making sense in my head but then my heads a bit frazzled with everything thats going on in the love life side of things and even if i did attempt to explain then its still guna be just as confusing!
but well back to the original subject :) i am 123lbs exactly today and just thought i would share this with you all :)
sorry again for the ramble!
much love and stay strong
Justthebeginning

Leg Tattoos :)

Leg Tattoos :) yes my legs are still fat and there is no gap yet but its an improvement from when i was at my largest lol

Much love

Justthebeginning

xxx

124.8lbs

Yep another pound lost :) and im surprised really because ive been off this week and usually end up snacking on something if im bored. ive snacked a bit but tried to be really good and not give into temptation!
anyway this is only short and sweet :)
stay strong ladies
much love
justthebeginning
xxx

New puppies :)

125.8lbs :)

hey my lovelys :)
so weight today is 125.8....i never though id see the day when id be at 125 or even in the 20s so im happy and feel pretty good about myself. im not saying im stunning because lets face it im not and have another stone and a half to lose before im at my ultimate goal but from 164.4 to 125.8 i cant complain about.
ive not even really been that good. ive been out alot drinking and eating bad foods and go through the major munchies but that hasnt seemed to effect my weight loss. im lucky!!
on more good new my dog had 3 little puppies on saturday they are adorable! they are so tiny and cute and sweet and awwwww!! lol
anyway keep strong ladies
much love
justthebeginning xxx

New Year New Weight :)

Hello Ladies,
So i thought as its now 2012 i should start my blog from fresh and stick to it.
I was looking on my calendar from last year and looked at the first time i weighed myself...i was 164.4lbs on the 10th of January...i remember taking a picture of me and i look at it now and its awful! however i weighed myself yesterday and i weigh 129.8lbs......i didnt expect to lose through november and december with it being christmas and all but i have! i know its not a lot but something is better than nothing :)
so anyway i decided on the 10th of january this year i would take another photo and maybe if i have the guts to, maybe post them on here. i dont think there is a dramatic difference even though ive lost over 2 and a bit stone but i think there is a bit.
So anyway i hope you all had a lovely christmas and new year? i know i did :) i am glad we have 2011 over with! bring on luck, wealth, happiness, skinnyness and alot of laughter :)
Stay strong and keep on going ladies
Much love
Justthebeginning