111.8 :o

Hey :)
So I know I haven't posted in a while but because I got to 115 I haven't paid much attention to my weight or what I've been eating (I thought it's going to take a while to save for my tattoo so as long as I didn't gain to much I could lose it easy) but anyway for some reason yesterday I thought I would weigh myself to see the damage but I had lost weight and am baffled as to how!? I've eaten take outs, drunk alot, pigged on rubbish, had meals out and really not cared too much so I'm confused as to how :/
I brought a pair of jeans too that were a 24" waist but they are a little loose but now I'm thinking that even being 111.8 I'm still a heffa and I'm hating it. What if I lose the rest and still am not happy what happens then? I don't want to spiral into a bad place and I'm worried maybe I might if my outlook on myself doesn't change
Anyway il leave it there and hope you are all doing well
Much love
Justthebeginning