what a load of shit!

What a load of shit!
Our landlady has just said that she is giving us 1 months notice to move out and find somewhere else to live!?!?
how are we meant to find somewhere else in a month AND I'm changing jobs so have got to try and find time to change job and change home!! and find the funds!!! I'm so stressed i feel sick :( this place finally felt like home walls painted, new rug, new bathroom bits, carpets cleaned....everything :'(
she's such a bitch!
sorry for the rant
i suppose on a good note i wont eat much next week especially when i need to try and find another place that will take my two little dogs.
the lbs will drop off i will make sure of it I'm going to fast and if i get hungry then it will be liquids only no solids whatsoever! i have to try and make something positive come out of this. i have been on a plateau for way too long now and this should definitely trigger off my road to a bigger loss and i prettier and thinner me.
again I'm so sorry to rant
i hope all of you stay strong as i will try to too
much love ladies mwah xxxx

:( why???

Why oh why am i such an idiot! i cant believe how much i ate yesterday :( i don't even want to recall what i shoved into my body :( :(
i knew this week would be a struggle due to birthdays and days out but i thought i would be able to control myself. i failed miserably :( cakes, sweets, a massive buffet
i feel so disgusted in myself...next week i am going to restrict like never before. i will punish myself for being so greedy and stupid. i will hit my next target of 145 by Friday even if i struggle i don't care. I will look beautiful and pretty and pure. i will be thin...I WILL BE THIN! i will each 100lbs :)
Stay Strong :)
xx